Stalling

You know, I'm completely convinced we're (humanity, unless you prefer another title?) all turning into a giant batch of passive aggressive pussies. I've stated this opinion...probably too often, and with good admittance...but the fact remains.

I keep hearing things going around these little wired cells speaking stories of people having products removed post purchase for a dissenting opinion. Mind you, it would be one thing if we were talking about something akin to a man lobbying individually in an office building. Demanding "equal attention!" and "fair rights!" or something as they pump their fists in the air, spit out venom and eat the stinkless shit coming out of them at night.

No, that would be too much fun though, this is something all too more wacky. In todays age, with all our instant communication and immediate placements, there isn't time to walk somewhere. So, rather...


* I don't like this one bit so far


I have very little motivation to speak about things like this. It's just common sense. The long end of all that was some dude put a post on a forum board after he bought a video game. He called the creators of said gamne a name ("devil") and they activated a response that digitally cancels his game from being played.

Let me repeat that. He paid for a game, came home, played it, made a post on a message board on the internet, someone read it or a machine algorithm caught it and off his product went.

Imagine if food were like that? Or anything but a video game really. There's just so many things wrong with that. All it makes me realize is how desperate it's all getting.

You hear about all these terrible things so much now...it's everywhere. You have to use things that hurt you to get ahead and the mere act of eating or drinking now has to associate some fear with it.

I'm not even what I'd consider an adult and all I've ever gotten were lies. From day one. You're supposed to grow up, educated amongst peers knowing that the world was in relative peace. After all, we had had the cold war following the worst series of deaths this planet has seen. Then I realize how absurd it is to say that, since in this day and age we already seem to be ramping up how many we can kill.

It's just with subtlety now. Passive aggression...

I'm told to be thankful, because the people below me have it even worse. But, i'm barely managing to put food into my mouth and my health is a dice roll. My eduction was a choose your own adventure that suddenly decided to take a turn for "Do X or be poor, useless to most of modern society and outcast."

So, I'm doing the exact opposite of everything I'm supposed to. I'm dropping out, tuning off and combing the world of the dream for some kind of chance at...something. Everyone's got something and I do too dammit, I'm just not certain what it should be or is. I feel like I'm running out of time

I have people to call and things to do, and I've been procrastinating for over 3 hours. I'm blaming the pjs again.